Part 10 || Enter The Twilight Zone

Seek Truth At 3:33 a.m. in the morning

Mar 04, 2025

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The truth you seek, the truth out there
It bangs on your door, grips on your bones

And has you up at three in the morning, oh
We're sweating and groaning, wondering where we'll begin
At three in the morning, oh
Listening to the universe, her sеcrets are revеaled

333 Iniko Track 4 on The Awakening

Ironically, just days after my first Kundalini, I took a selfie with a snake I encountered at the outdoor gym in South Beach. I forgot about this image until I began writing this entry. Wild! I think we even look alike in this photo.

A few days after we made love, I found myself on the couch fully clothed, convulsing for 20 minutes, wondering what the fuck was going on. I wasn’t thinking of anything sexual. I was having another Kundalini activation, but I still didn’t understand what was happening.

Shortly after the second kundalini, around late June 2024, I also started staying up all night. Like Snuffy, I was now sleeping at 3, 4, 5, and 6 a.m.. I didn’t mean to.

When I looked up ascension symptoms, I read that as your vibration rises, energy flow increases and your body adjusts to higher frequencies, making you feel wired or restless at night.

I was experiencing a spiritual re-awakening, and my body was undergoing a profound shift that disrupted my sleep patterns. Pineal gland changes associated with melatonin were involved. I was slowly experiencing all the symptoms: cosmic downloads, higher brain activity, and time perception shifts.

I was in a daze communicating with the universe, just like in the song "333," which would be released on November 29th, 2024, 10 days after Pluto exited Aquarius.

The night seemed to be a portal for spiritual growth, and everything felt otherworldly during those first few encounters with Snuffy. He reminded me of the magical realm of the soul I used to live in before my heart was smashed and I was programmed into the matrix. Before, I forgot. Before I remembered.

Shakti energy was moving through me and shifting me back to my feminine. I began journaling after a four-year sabbatical and rereading metaphysical content. I also started editing dance videos on TikTok in my second-story apartment, esconced in a Hassidic Jewish neighborhood in South Beach. This phase felt very creative, and soon, it dawned on me that Snuffy was a muse. I saw his creativity and connected with his higher self. I started hearing phrases, and when I looked them up, they were lyrics from songs and movie clips with messages for him.

My then marketing team had just set me up on the China app, but I only checked it out when I found a little TikTok symbol on one of the pictures Snuffy sent me.

Blurred Out Boundaries

One morning, I woke up, and the app The Pattern dropped this:

Snuffy might feel like a friend you’ve had for a lifetime, and you’re just picking up where you left off. There’s a natural ease and comfort with Snuffy because you already understand each other so well.

It feels like you share a past and a future . There’s something fascinating about this connection. You inspire feelings he can’t nail down or logically explain so that he may be drawn in even more. It might seem like all things are possible - or he could be totally confused. This dynamic can cause both kinds of feelings. He feels familiar, like an old friend or lover. It may seem like you’re meant to be in each other’s lives - that destiny’s involved. There’s a mutual sense of loyalty and of feeling at home together. Even if you’re two very different people and conflict in other ways, this energy keeps you incredibly bonded.

Wow! I felt like I was entering The Twilight Zone, a show I used to watch late at night when I was 14 at my aunt’s home in Akron, Ohio. Snuffy was only two.

The intro goes like this:

"There is a fifth dimension beyond that which is known to man. It is a dimension as vast as space and as timeless as infinity. It is the middle ground between light and shadow, science and superstition, and between the pit of man's fears and the summit of his knowledge. This is the dimension of imagination. It is an area which we call... The Twilight Zone."

A few days after Snuffy and I made love, he wanted to visit again.

“I want to see you, I want your affection and kisses. I want to just be. Preferably naked with lots of deep connected sex.”

Part 10 || Enter The Twilight Zone

Seek Truth At 3:33 a.m. in the morning

Blurred Out Boundaries

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