Part 16|| Characteristics Of A Twin Flame Connection

When Love Burns You Open & Awakens Your Soul Beyond Time

May 02, 2025

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Warning: A twin flame journey is not for the faint-hearted. It’s not about finding someone to complete you—it’s about finding someone who reflects your deepest wounds so you can clear and heal them. Romance and convention are not what this connection is mainly about. It’s an intense and spiritual but transformative process, and can break you open in ways you never saw coming. The connection is spiritual and offers you a path to self-mastery and alchemy.

I only understood this fully many months later.

To see things like this, I believe you need to be a developed soul and do your homework. You must have cultivated a relationship with your Higher Self, and look at yourself before pointing the finger. You need to know yourself well enough to go within and listen to the messages, scrutinizing them through the lens of your soul instead of your mind, despite what the 3D world of Maya shows you. You must trust yourself, even if it goes against what seems true. You must engage in deep reflection and contemplation in the realm of the shadow and listen. You may not like what you see.

I’d dedicated my life to spiritual evolution, but then I got caught up in advancing my “career.” Under the Rona Regime, I had consciously put my spiritual self on the back burner to warn people of what was indeed to come. And now it was time to return to self and move back into my feminine polarity. I needed to conduct more inner investigations. I was about to experience my own fucken Great Reset like I had teased I wanted to do after I’d finished my Operation George Floyd book.

A “twin” holds up a mirror, and energy also forms between the two people to create a third. The notion of the Trinity encapsulates this. This third current is a living frequency, an alchemical force that transcends them both. It’s not about codependency or fusion, but divine co-creation.

The excellent book The Ancient Secret of the Flower of Life, Volume 1" talks about the concept of threeness in duality. In nature, the law of opposites appears to be manifest in our reality — male and female, black and white, and hot and cold.

“Actually, every manifestation in our reality has three components. … There has never been a polarity in this reality without a third component.”

Think grey or warm. Look closely, and you will see there is a threeness

When both flames align in truth and sovereignty, the third becomes a portal—a field of remembrance, healing, and cosmic purpose that ripples out into the world.

If you can clear the wounding from your divine soul blueprint, you can raise your frequency and balance the sacred feminine and masculine inside of you. Your divine soul blueprint is the uncorrupted design of who you truly are, before trauma, programming, or interference. It’s your soul’s sacred code, etched into existence by Source, carrying your purpose, gifts, and the frequencies you're meant to anchor here on Planet Earth. When you begin to remember, you’re not just healing—you’re activating.

The characters must navigate metaphysical challenges to reunite with each other. You are being invited to dissolve your ego self and live from your heart. But we all have ‘free will’ and can repeat the same patterns, relationship after relationship, or life after life.

Or you can evolve and elevate.

Personally, all the censorship thwarting my talent and career was the beginning of this ego death. I had reached a glass ceiling. And besides, in the end, the only thing you take with you when you die is your soul, which is androgynous.

Long, long ago, we were aware of our innate divinity.

What if death were also a psyop?

While writing this series, I leafed through old journals and came upon a two-year-old entry where I wrote — “This is my last life.”

I remembered what Jen McCarty, aka CosmicGypsy on YouTube, said, "It’s only really in one's last lifetime on Earth that one will become fully conscious of the twin flame contract.”

It is a solo soul journey. As you do the inner work, there seems to be a delay in the 3D world, but then the less spiritually evolved soul starts to shift as well. Healing often happens invisibly first.

Ironically, when Snuffy told me he’d come from a higher dimension to show me unconditional love, he didn’t realize the profundity of what he’d said. The missing words were “for yourself.” I tended to self-sacrifice. And ultimately, the twin flame journey is about loving yourself unconditionally.

Snuffy spoke to my soul. What I did know was that my connection with Snuffy felt like it was cosmic. And nothing I had ever felt before. The energy didn’t feel like it came from this world. Like I said, whenever I saw him, it was like seeing him for the first time and the millionth.

When I rummaged my mind for Hollywood films that resonated with me, Lawn Dogs, Fur, and Stardust came to mind; they all portray connections that defy logic, social norms, or linear time. These aren’t just love stories—they're soul collisions. There’s an eerie familiarity, a psychic intimacy, a recognition that bypasses the ego and strikes at the soul’s memory. These unconventional unions feel like echoes from another world—haunting, magnetic, unexplainable. That’s the thread: the otherworldly.

Part 1|| Stardust|| When You Remember Your Celestial Origins

MARYAM HENEIN

December 31, 2024

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I would venture to say that unless you are on the ‘journey’ yourself, you may think it’s complete bullshit. So, if you've been following my tale and can't relate, read it like an adventure story - a mind-stretcher, a fantastical, wild tale of magical realism.

First 4 Characteristics In A True Twin Flame Union

It’s pretty odd when your experience aligns with actual characteristics. I remember when I first read about narcissists, years ago. I felt nauseous at the realization that I was a cliche. But what was happening here? I felt fantastic, and the thought of this connection made my heart swoon. I went searching for answers because the connection was so different. I felt connected to Snuffy on a spiritual, emotional, intellectual, and sexual level. I was a logical chick, and I needed to understand what was going on, or at least try to. It was not like we had gone on a series of dates to elicit such feelings. I was a lone wolf, not a whacko.

1. Serendipitous & Unlikely Meeting

The literature will tell you that twin flames rarely meet in traditional or planned circumstances. Their encounter often feels like it's been orchestrated …

Part 16|| Characteristics Of A Twin Flame Connection

When Love Burns You Open & Awakens Your Soul Beyond Time

Part 1|| Stardust|| When You Remember Your Celestial Origins

First 4 Characteristics In A True Twin Flame Union

1. Serendipitous & Unlikely Meeting

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